She just wanna go somewhere. Some place where she could lay her head, out of everything that have happens to her.


"Mother...... what did I've done wrong?", she said

Her mother just stood still, looking trough her daughter eyes, her pretty little 14 years old daughter, and then she answered,


"You did nothing wrong..... you just done a stupid thing, that's all,"

her daughter already filled with tears, her eyes were red and her face looks like 8 years younger.

"I've done everything for him, Mother.. everything he wanted me to do, I do it for him, to shown how much I love him, and this is what I got? The world is so unfair, Mother!",

she screamed.


Screw.

It is the only feeling that she felt that moment. Between her dreams and her realities, her mind was filled with sadness. She has lost between so many things, she has lose everything she thought she had. Crying is the only thing she knows, and die-trying is the only thing that she think could help her.


"Mother..... it has been 2 years more that I've been so in love with him... He's the first guy that I introduce you as my boyfriend. And above all things, he is the one who controlled my life for the past 2 years.."


her mother just laugh, and said,


"What do you want him to do? Get back to you? Honey... for God sake, I've been there before. And getting back with a jerk like him is not the only way. Think what you will look like when you're back with him.... You wanna be seen as a dumbass bitch who's easy to break up and easy to get back again? No, right?",



Mother.

"My only helper," she thought. After all this years, after hating and loving her so much, she only cry when her mother told her that. Being so unpredictable, mother has came along to help her getting through her problems. Mother, a single word that has so many meanings. She really love nor hate this moment.




Feeling so stupid, she only cries for days.... Not sleeping, not eating. Cry is the only thing that she could do. Getting through each day was so hard for her. Untill now, she still feels the same way back then. Back before these problems were coming. This is the biggest regret that she made. Feeling stupid, foolish, and not lucky, are the only feelings that she felt.




A smile. It is a curve that can set things straight.





After all, this is the life where she should hold on to. And regrets will be as it will be.

, Echa.

She just wanna go somewhere. Some place where she could lay her head, out of everything that have happens to her.


"Mother...... what did I've done wrong?", she said

Her mother just stood still, looking trough her daughter eyes, her pretty little 14 years old daughter, and then she answered,


"You did nothing wrong..... you just done a stupid thing, that's all,"

her daughter already filled with tears, her eyes were red and her face looks like 8 years younger.

"I've done everything for him, Mother.. everything he wanted me to do, I do it for him, to shown how much I love him, and this is what I got? The world is so unfair, Mother!",

she screamed.


Screw.

It is the only feeling that she felt that moment. Between her dreams and her realities, her mind was filled with sadness. She has lost between so many things, she has lose everything she thought she had. Crying is the only thing she knows, and die-trying is the only thing that she think could help her.


"Mother..... it has been 2 years more that I've been so in love with him... He's the first guy that I introduce you as my boyfriend. And above all things, he is the one who controlled my life for the past 2 years.."


her mother just laugh, and said,


"What do you want him to do? Get back to you? Honey... for God sake, I've been there before. And getting back with a jerk like him is not the only way. Think what you will look like when you're back with him.... You wanna be seen as a dumbass bitch who's easy to break up and easy to get back again? No, right?",



Mother.

"My only helper," she thought. After all this years, after hating and loving her so much, she only cry when her mother told her that. Being so unpredictable, mother has came along to help her getting through her problems. Mother, a single word that has so many meanings. She really love nor hate this moment.




Feeling so stupid, she only cries for days.... Not sleeping, not eating. Cry is the only thing that she could do. Getting through each day was so hard for her. Untill now, she still feels the same way back then. Back before these problems were coming. This is the biggest regret that she made. Feeling stupid, foolish, and not lucky, are the only feelings that she felt.




A smile. It is a curve that can set things straight.





After all, this is the life where she should hold on to. And regrets will be as it will be.

, Echa.

Sepertinya sudah cukup pekerjaan saya disini. And I had so much fun. But it's enough. So maybe see you someday again dA


Hugs & kisses, ech.

This is it, our one chance to make things right
Post love affliction
Our hearts nightmares wont let this happen again
Name the last time i wrote about something other than you

Ill keep dreaming, not another word, dear
Nothing is perfect but it has to be someday
So ill keep dreaming we have to be someday

When im the reflection in his sun bright eyes
Knees go weak and lips quiver
The split second before they meet


This is our annual



If you believe what you felt, you would be in love.

We've fight and fight our ass out,

tell me, what's wrong with us?

It's a complicated thing I think. We grow and we move ups and downs this hills. I miss you.

We run and not afraid to fall, but hey don't you see? I'm trying to change, but how come I can't change? I'm in the middle of crisis. I'm not talking, I'm not thinking. I'm just crying, and whining.

It's about you and me and every little thing around us that makes us happy nor sad. You smile and laugh, and I do the same too. You said you're tired, well I'm tired too..

A fight, just a little fight. A little can make big. A little fight can make big mistake. A little fight can ruin a big relationship. I know, I sometimes love the way you got mad and anything else.

It's for you, thanks for everything .


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